Sunday, 19 November 2017

Life Ramblings

This is probably the seventh time I've started this post now, because I just have no idea what to say. Hi, how are you? How's it goin? I feel like its been ages since I just sat down, and had a good old ramble about life. 

I haven't been posting on here as much as I'd ideally like to. I always plan to get three posts up a week, on a Wednesday, Friday and Sunday. However, over the past month or so thats just completely gone out the window. This is mostly due to being at uni a lot of the time, being in workshops and doing book work. Or just having some me time. Uni has been such a surreal experience so far, it feels completely normal until I take a step back and actually look at the situation I'm currently in. I've made new friends which is amazing, and I'm studying I course which I'm really interested in, but I guess I'm still getting used to it all.

My anxiety hasn't been great recently either, and I had quite a big (and scary), panic attack a few weeks ago that ruined some plans. I feel like that kinda knocked me back, and now I feel anxious at the prospect of getting anxious/having a panic attack. So its like my anxiety has anxiety, which just isn't a fun situation to be in. However, the doctor gave me some extra meds to take to help and I'm on the waiting list to see someone about my panic attacks, so lets hope that all helps.

In other news, I finished Stranger Things 2 last week and it was literally the best thing ever. I'm already re-watching from season 1, because its just that good.  I would highly recommend watching it if you haven't already, because I swear you'll fall in love with all the characters (especially Steve) haha.

I don't really think I have much else to say, other than I hope you're having a relaxing Sunday!

- Lucy 
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  1. <3 <3 being a student is bloody stressful but your dealing with it great especially with having a blog and having anxiety too your doing great at everything even if you do have knock downs sometimes it happens to everyone :)) xxx

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    1. Its so stressful being a student honestly, thank you though!

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  2. sorry to hear youve been having some mental health problems recently, lovely. funnily enough ive had a very, very similiar experience over the past few weeks so youre not alone! hoping you feel a lot better soon.

    i am also rewatching season 1 after finishing season 2 this week - wasnt it so incredible?! so sad it's over again!

    katie. xx lacoconoire.com

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    1. It sucks, I'm sorry to hear you've been suffering as well - hope you feel a lot better soon too! Stranger things was absolutely insane, I'm so sad as well!

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  3. Aww I hope you are feeling a bit better! I have also found it difficult to balance studying and blogging lately, it's so annoying! I really need to watch Stranger Things, I don't have much time at the moment so I want to watch it when I can really get into it because it sounds amazing! I love reading chatty posts like this and I hope you are also having a lovely day! x

    Erin // Everything Erin

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    1. Thank you lovely, it can be hard to balance these things! If you do get the time, I'd recommend watching it because its honestly so good. Glad you liked the post as well - hope you're doing well!

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  4. Your outfit is giving me major stranger things/mid-80s vibes...can you tell I'm obsessed with the show (and Steve Harrington, as you probably already know) I totally understand the anxiety about getting anxiety...it happened to me on Friday :/

    I hope it all gets a little better for you <3

    Dalal // monochromedaisies.blogspot.com

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    1. I feel like I'm having a thing for the 80s ever since watching stranger things! You know my love for Steve Harrington as well hahah! I hope you're feeling better anxiety wise as well x

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  5. "My anxiety has anxiety." I can relate to that sooo much!!! Sometimes when I get anxiety, I get even more anxiety worrying that the anxiety will ruin my day or future plans. Not fun! I hope you are feeling better. <3 I love your bangs and hoop earrings! SO cute.

    Madison http://breakfastatmadisons.com

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    1. Thats my biggest struggle to be honest, my anxiety getting anxiety. Thank you though lovely!

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  6. I'm really sorry you had such a rough week! I hope next week will be much better for you! I know it is really difficult to balance life and blogging at times. For myself, I balance blogging with working full-time and also participating in my local church. And anxiety does suck.

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    1. Hoping I'll start to feel better soon. Balancing it all can be really difficult I'll be honest, I hope you're doing okay though as well!

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  7. This is possibly my favourite outfit of yours. I too get anxiety about getting anxiety and I can understand how you’re feeling. I really hope everything gets better and easier for you soon!

    Fran | franciscarockey.blogspot.co.uk

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    1. Thank you Frannie - hoping it'll start to get better soon!

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  8. I hope you manage to find a way to deal with you anxiety! It does get better I promise :) xx

    Yasmina | The July Journal

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  9. I love this outfit and also Stranger Things- I'm with you on the Steve hype! I hope you start to feel a little bit better again soon Lucy and that your doctor helps and things get easier! x
    constantlylibby.blogspot.co.uk

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    1. Thank you Libby! Steve is just everything to be honest!

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  10. i hope you are feeling better soon. uni was a whirlwind for me and i got really anxious so take time to yourself and don't beat yourself up. you will get into a routine in no time.
    ❤︎

    www.elenaisabelle.com

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    1. Thank you lovely, uni is great but at the same time the work is a bit intense I'll give you that!

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  11. I'm so glad to have found your blog! I hope you feel better soon. My husband and I need to finish the Stranger Things 2 season, we've just finished that really crap episode half way through! D: x x
    Ellis // http://www.elliswoolley.co.uk

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    1. Aw thank you lovely. Its honestly my favourite thing I've ever watched, it gets so much better towards the end!

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  12. I love these chatty posts that you do and I'm really sorry to hear about your scary panic attack Luce, I hope you're starting to feel a bit better as I know anxiety is literally the worst. It's great to hear that you're loving your course at uni and I'm sure you're doing fab :) xo

    Char | www.charslittleblog.co.uk

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    1. Glad you like this type of post Char! I'm starting to feel a bit better on some days, but other days are still a bit of a struggle!

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  13. I really need to watch Stranger Things, I feel like the only person in the world that hasn't watched it yet!

    Danielle xx
    http://www.fashionbeautyblog.co.uk/

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  14. Not long now until the Christmas break, you can do it!

    Fran | franciscarockey.blogspot.co.uk

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  15. I hope you aren't waiting too long on the waiting list Lucy, they can be a total nightmare- I aint had very good experiences so far! Wishing you luck with your road to recovery though, just keep swimmin x


    Courtney | Lashes and Luxe

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